Look How Far. . .

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I didn’t sleep much last night.  I blame the Lovely Lady who lives with me.

No, she didn’t snore all night—didn’t even toss and turn, stealing the sheet from my side of the bed.  So far as I can tell, she slept like a baby; eight hours or more.

Still, it’s her doing.  She checked the book out of the library for me to read. 

It’s not what you think.  It wasn’t a horror story or a murder mystery, not even a science-fiction thriller.  She checked out a children’s book.  One I mentioned I would like to read one day.

It wasn’t even the contents of the entire book that had my mind roiling and twisting down unexplored pathways.  It was only two lines.  A conversation between a boy and a horse.

The boy and his friend, the mole, are riding on the wise old horse’s back—out in the wild—heading for home.

“‘We have such a long way to go,’ sighed the boy.
‘Yes, but look how far we’ve come,’ said the horse.” *

That’s it.  Two lines.  No great conflict.  No astonishing victory.

Just a reminder.

He didn’t bring us this far to only bring us this far.

But the thoughts of what lies ahead (and behind) embody so much of what is real.  I mean, really real; for all of us.

And those real things can bring on sleepless nights, sometimes.

I lay there beside the sleeping lady, and my mind refused to stop its gyrations.  The future has become compacted in some mysterious way (old age creeps up, you see), but there are so many miles of the journey yet to be traversed.

There are things I wanted to do, but haven’t started.  Things I’ve started, but have interrupted for other, more important things.  Events which keep poking their noses in—where they’re definitely not wanted—and won’t be ignored.

There IS so far still to go.

I think it was no coincidence that this morning was Youth Sunday at the fellowship we attend. The youngsters led nearly the entire service, with the youth pastor bringing the message, but they were included in his part, too.

I needed exactly that today.

Worship happened.  The music wasn’t all familiar to this old geezer, but it was done so well, with a young leader who has many years ahead of him in that field if he’s led that way. The room was full, not only of music, but also of the turning of hearts to the One we worship.

But throughout, this old (sleep-deprived) mind was full of memories of beginnings for me at similar ages to the teens on the stage.

I couldn’t stop my mind from running through the intervening years.  All along, I’ve never known a time when I wasn’t aware of God’s hand on my life, and on the lives of my family.

I know I’m not the only one.

So far we’ve come.  

And the road winds into the future, almost it seems, without end.

It will, one day.  End, that is. 

Sooner for some than for others.

But He promises to stay beside us.

“He who began a good work in you will complete it…”

“…Lo, I am with you always.”

“I will never leave you nor forsake you…”

I’m going to sleep soon.  I’m sure I will.  He gives rest when we need it.

But tomorrow morning, I’ll step out on the road again.  With Him beside me, I’ll step out.

There’s still so far to go.

There’s room for more to walk there.

Are you coming with?

 

 

“In peace I will lie down and sleep, for you alone, LORD, make me dwell in safety.” (Psalm 4:8, NIV)

 

© Paul Phillips. He’s Taken Leave. 2026. All Rights Reserved.

* (from The Boy, the mole, the fox, and the Horse, by Charlie Mackesy, HarperOne Books)

 

What if my Best Isn’t?

Don’t you know that’s a youth song?  You sang it like an old hymn!

The silver-haired lady didn’t actually shake her finger in my face, but I had a vision of it being waggled there.

I almost laughed.  It was an old hymn.  To me, it was.  Why—right there on the page, beside the author’s name, it told when he wrote it.  1902.  

Really. 1902

It was an old song.  For old people.

Then I read the words again.  And again.

Give of your best to the master.
Give of the strength of your youth.

I apologized to the dear saint.  The next time I led it, with the Lovely Lady accompanying me, we sang the song with a tad more pep, and just a little more vigor.

I learned a lesson that day.  It’s profound.  You’ll want to save this.

Old people were young once.

Most of them still remember it.  Some, vividly.

I know young Timothy’s instructor didn’t mean for me to take it this way, but I can’t help but think it.

Let no man despise your youth.  (1 Timothy 4:12)

It is disrespectful to the aging and elderly for us to disregard the experiences they had as young folks.  The things that shaped the adults they would become haven’t diminished in importance in all the ensuing years.

It is a youth song.  Written in 1902.

I dare not speed on past without revisiting the words our old friend, my namesake, had to say to his youthful protegé, though.

Don’t let anyone think less of you because you are young. (1 Timothy 4:12

I wonder how many times a day I hear—or read—disparaging words directed at the younger generation.  The generalizations are rampant, the vitriol nearly universal.

All coming from old folks.  Okay, aging folks.  People who once were young themselves.  People who can’t stand to have the days of their own youth ridiculed.

I’ve done it myself.  

These kids today. . .

I repent.
                              

A young friend sent me an invitation a few weeks ago.  The local university, as it has for a number of years, was sponsoring an evening dedicated to promoting writing and the arts in a faith-based environment.

I glanced at the two guests who were on the schedule.  A comic-book illustrator and a spoken-word artist.

Lightweights!  This is what passes for writing and art?  Pass.

I repent.  Did I say that already?  It doesn’t matter.  I may do so again.

The Lovely Lady encouraged me to go.  Friends were going to be there.  There was ice cream.

I went.  Don’t tell the friends, but the ice cream is what tipped the scales (no pun intended).

May I tell you what happened?  

Surrounded by young folks who could be my grandchildren, I saw respect.  They were attentive.  They were appreciative.

My eyes were opened.  Well, when they weren’t filled with tears, they were opened.  The tears were a surprise.

I detest spoken-word poetry.  All angst and anger and foul language, it falls somewhere on a scale with rap music, without the music.

I thought.

The young man, in his jeans and untucked shirt, skull-cap pulled over his head tightly, looked for all the world like a street punk to this old man’s eyes.

I sat back, arms folded across my chest, and dared him to move me.

I dared him.

He moved me.  

No.  That’s not right.

The Spirit moved me.

It was all I could do, when the young poet, arms windmilling above his head and waggling in front of his face and hanging down at his side, spoke the names of Jesus—it was all I could do—not to jump up and shout like a Pentecostal in a Holy Ghost revival.

And, I’ve never been to a Pentecostal Holy Ghost revival.

I looked down and I was sitting on my hands with my legs to keep them still, the tears streaming down my face.

There is a power that comes, not from experience, nor from age, nor from practice, but from the Word.  From the mouths of babes, through the writings of old men, by the witness of all who are His, He speaks.

From mouths of babes, writings of old men, & witness of all His own, He speaks. Share on X

Disregarding our differences, ignoring our preferences, and brushing aside our objections, He will be heard.

Disregarding differences, ignoring preferences, brushing aside objections, He will be heard. Share on X

I wonder if it’s time for us to realize that our Creator uses—He always has—the methods He thinks best to ensure an audience for His words.

I wonder if it’s time for us—young and old—to close our mouths about those methods we don’t especially like.  

I haven’t always given of my best for Him.  Sadly, I may have left it a bit late to give of the best of my youth.

I’m grateful that all the young folks aren’t waiting around until their golden years to work on it seriously. 

Still, I have begun to look at youth a little differently.  I wrote recently about that great cloud of witnesses the writer of the book of Hebrews in the New Testament describes.  I realized that these men and women are my peers.  

Really.  Moses, Abraham, Rahab, Sarah, and all the others—all of them, my peers.  Yours, too.  

We’ll join them one day, to live without any time limit there. 

If we’re to live forever, and I believe we will, we’ve only lived a minuscule percentage of all the days we have ahead of us.

I’m still young.

There’s still time.

I’ll give it my best.

                              

I invite you to watch the video linked below.  Powerful words—from the heart of the poet and directly from God’s Word.

 

When we’ve been there ten thousand years,
     Bright shining as the sun,
We’ve no less days to sing God’s praise
     Than when we’d first begun.
(from Amazing Grace ~ English clergyman ~ 1725-1807)

 

 

 

© Paul Phillips. He’s Taken Leave. 2017. All Rights Reserved.